Over That Rainbow

#forever alone

2011-09-26T00:57:00.002+08:00

22 years, and only 1 guy that can make my heart beat faster.

my high school crush.

#forever alone

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and only 1 guy that can make me feel comfortable with.

i rejected him.

#forever and ever alone

pls, come back to the online world. i need to know what u're up to. ily. it feels weird to lost contact like that.

i miss you so damn much ok.

Hello

2011-09-17T01:36:00.000+08:00

Been absent for quite a while now...

Wondering what to do with this blog...

2011-05-31T19:20:00.002+08:00

对不起，我帮不到你

爱

2011-04-27T02:12:00.002+08:00

我爱你。
我爱你。
我爱你。
我真的爱你。
我爱死你。
可是，
我懂了，
我们是不可能的。
我知道。

不管结果是真么，
我会永远都爱你。
一百年。
一千年。
一万年。

Never, ever give up

2010-09-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

Be a man and stand up! You have so many people behind you. Life brings you down sometimes, but your friends are there to back you up! Wake up, you idiot!

Open your eyes and see how many people cared for you.

Life may be tough, but if you give up, then it's over.

My teacher told me today you have anger management issues. I know, because I had known you for the past four years. Yet, I still love you, because I see the real you. Not the fake one. You smoke, I somehow find it sexy, but in general, I HATE smokers.

She asked me why do I like you so much, I just told her, because I know you. People who don't know you will bring you down, but you have your friends, family and friends. Take a good look around and wake up!

Don't make your sister cry for you, you're too old for that. Please don't make me wake up tomorrow to see a heartbreaking news of you. Your past actions have brought many heartbreaks to people who cared, but we all still love you for who you are.

I told my teacher, I will accept your strengths and weaknesses, because it comes in one package, YOU.

She mentioned the last heartbreaking thing you do. I thought of it, and I realises, yes, I was heartbroken back then, I felt betrayed, I felt like, I have been splashed with water on the face, but, I still want to stand by you. Because I can't stop loving you. You as who you are.

Years ago, I saw the shy guy, and I find it adorable, and that is how I fell in love with you. Then, I see you grow up, from a shy guy to a confident man. I get to know your past, and stand by you at the present. What's going to happen in future? I don't know. But I will still stand by you, no matter what.

The past has definitely influenced you on how you are today, and I choose to understand. All your actions and emotions, are partly influenced by your past. I understand. Not all of it is bad, you learn to appreciate more beautiful things around you now. If you had an easy life, getting everything you want, everything goes your way, then, how are you going to learn? How will you become today?

You said, you are an ordinary person, doing extraordinary things. I belief in you. We belief in you.

Love you always. :)

JJ Lin - Endless Road

2010-06-04T17:02:00.000+08:00

The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time

chorus
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Repeat chorus

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

I never will

Source:
LyricsTime

Source: LyricsTime

Juwita Suwito - You in Me

2010-04-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

Everytime I look into Your eyes
There's a pleasant surprise awaiting me and amazing me
Somehow I realize I'm so tired of the lies they keep telling me
Telling me I should look down inside in myself to find something greater
When I know I can look at the bright sight and find the Creator

I just need to spend one moment with You
Somehow it's a brand new world I'm passing through
You lift me higher, You let me see
Over the walls that surrounded me
Don't need to prove myself, just need to show and tell
It's You in me

The other day a wolf in sheep in disguise
Told me goodness would buy a day or two for me in Paradise
I could never pay the price, not with a million lives
http://www.free-lyrics.org

But it' d done for me
Why should I just depend on myself and pretend I'll find something greater
When I know I can look at the bright side and find the Creator

Source: Free-Lyrics

G-Dragon - This Love

2010-04-20T14:19:00.001+08:00

This love (yeah, yeah, yeah)
This love in my thuggin' G's in, uh
I'm tray falling, that's right (yeah, yeah, yeah)
This is song for y'all (Yeah)

Onurun darun narbodado
Gwenhi do surpho jine
Niga bogoshipdago
Ijenun iron mardo
Harsuga obshi dweboringor
Gujo yopheso jikyoborsu
Jochado obso jongmar kuthingor

Amuri bwado babo gathaso
Hodwen gideman bupullyo
Chagag manhesso
Gure non namja chinguga inunde
Nanun gugor anunde
We gurenunji gurorsurog niga johajyo

Chinguduri nabogo byongshinire
Gyega mwoga guri jarna nyago jongshin charire
Gajigo nongore
Sang gwan obso amuryom othe
Irohgerado nor borsuman idamyon
Nan gugollo joghe

THIS LOVE dashin sarang tawin
Haji anha nomuna yawin
Ne mosubur baraboni
Weiri babo gathunji
THIS LOVE imi tonaborin
Jabgienun sarajyo borin
Doraojido anhur sarama
Molli molli naragajo gurum dwiro

Maumedo obnun ne yegi
Igosun machi LIKE hana pegi ir
SEPTEMBER NINETEEN'S noui sengir
Hollo nama ALONE I'm A FALLIN' LOVE SHADY
Giogun nani ni jib apheso bami

Dagadorog nor gidarin ne mami darhdorog
Jangmi handabar durgoso mamun imi durthosso
Gidewanun dalli non anogo biga neryosso
Gujesoya nanun mamur jongrihe (niane)
Nugunga igeji narur wirohe (mianhe)
Gugodo morugo nor danghwangke hessuni (YES ni)
Todashi nanun honjaga dwessuni (ONE LOVE)

THIS LOVE dashin sarang tawin
Haji anha nomuna yawin
Ne mosubur baraboni
Weiri babo gathunji
THIS LOVE imi tonaborin
Jabgienun sarajyo borin
Doraojido anhur sarama
Molli molli naragajo gurum dwiro

Maumedo obnun ne yegi
Igosun machi LIKE hana pegi ir
SEPTEMBER NINETEEN'S noui sengir
Hollo nama ALONE I'm A FALLIN' LOVE SHADY (YE)

Na otohge heyadwe (OH)
Norur sarang hanunge (hanunge)
Jwejingoman gathunde
Jigum (NO, NO, NO, NO) nomu manhi himdunde
Noui gu namjaege (OH)
Chajaga marhejulle (marhejulle)
Uri irom andwejanha
NOW I'm CRAZY WITHOUT YOU FOR ME

(ONCE AGAIN)
THIS LOVE ijen ijhyo borir (HEY)
Shigan soge mudhyojyo borir (MY LADY)
Giog soge hunjog jocha
Weiri gasum aphunji (REPPIN' MY HOODS)
THIS LOVE nomu nado yorin (YEAH)
Sarang ira hagien orin (WITH US)
Gu chuogdo giogdo da
Molli molli naragajo gurum dwiro

(C'mon y'all)
This love, this love, this love, this love, this love, this love~ (YE)
This love, this love, this love, this love, this love, this love~ OOH~
OOH~ HOO, OOH~ HOO, (YE YE YE YEAH) YEIYEIYE~
OOH~ HOO, OOH~ HOO (This love) YE~ YEAH~ (Uh, uh)

Hey J, look at me
After you left, it ain't the same
I'm not what I used to be
It hurts so much, you know
I need you girl
Always, all time... This love

Source: lyricsmode

April

2010-04-20T09:07:00.001+08:00

The emptiness, the loneliness.

The new found friend.

Wheesung - You Are the Only One

2010-04-20T09:05:00.000+08:00

Do you know how feel tonight
Do you feel my heart bleeding one
No, you can not imagine that
I've waiting for you for entire my life.
Now you here for me as you were
and you smiled at me in the candle light
just for the night you and I

*You're the only one I loved. Lay by my side.
Why so long till you be back. Feel my tear drops.
You did make me sane before when you leave me.
Now I'm fine 'cause you here with me.

Do you remember how we loved
and do you have my name in your heart.
No, you don't have to answer me
just now I'm feelin' from your tears swept over me
Now you here for me as you were.
Please don't do it break my heart again
and I don't want to cry.

* Repeat

All the lights out of me without you
and I cried and I prayed again.
Just let me know and how you feel without me.
In the deep mist I couldn't find you.
I spent the nights many lonely nights.
Just I'm missing you (missing you)
with broke my heart (broke my heart).
Baby give it back to me my smiling days

Source: Wheesung - You Are The Only One Lyrics @ LyricsTime.com

Se7en - Come Back to Me Now

2010-02-28T23:03:00.001+08:00

Yes, I know it's a very old song.
But I just found out this song today. Damn nice ok.

Finals tomorrow kthxbai.

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So hard not to think about it
It's every step I take
And heaven knows I'm trying
But it gets awfully hard
When your heart is this broken

Visions of your lovely face
As I awake, I have this feeling
That you're here and beside me
How silly of me, I know

all the pain will go away
so I say it, here I am again
I gotta face another day
I'm so tired, I need u once again oh baby

How am I suppose to carry on,
I find myself singing the same old song
If you hear me, have it in ur heart
but please come back to me (oh baby)

I'll be right here if you need someone
If you hold another I'll be moving on
As easy as said
Just hope that I can see the road

Oh how it's been so long
It seems a lifetime passed
These memories that linger,
soon as I think they have gone
they only gotten stronger

And so I'm getting through a day
but every move was made was always you and I together
It's hard to believe im lonely

Is there gonna be a day
I can see the word to make me better
I know there has to be a way
So if you listen and hear me out girl, baby

How am I suppose to carry on,
I find myself singing the same old song
If you hear me, have it in your heart
but please come back to me (oh baby)

I'll be right here if you need someone
if u hold another one i'll be moving on
as easy as said
just hope that i can see the road

seven

one two three four five six seven

seven

when you hear seven turn it up
you're one in a million,
dunno how we got so wrong
I thought it was so simple then
now I know, now I know, how it goes
to let it go

Can there be a chance for you and I?
Before I really make up my mind
oh how I miss you
I never would kiss you
I'm speaking it from my heart

How am I suppose to carry on,
I find myself singing the same old song
If you hear me, have it in you heart

I'll be right here if you need someone
if you hold another I'll be moving on
just hope that I can see the road
come back to me baby

Source: LyricsDownload

Michael Learns to Rock - 25 Minutes

2010-02-08T22:10:00.001+08:00

I was driving home from work, and this song came on the radio. This is a very old song, I know. It brings memories. Haha, not that kind of love-hate memories, but it got me thinking. Is my past relationship somewhat like that? It's too late to turn back anymore? He's already given up?

Well, its entirely my fault. I admit it. But I didn't know what is the meaning of being in a relationship, and of course, the worst thing in a relationship, thinking too much. All the non-related thought come to mind, and there are many "What If" question. Of course, no one knows what will really happen until it happens. Sadly, mine didn't even have the chance to start. Thanks to me.

I just hope I didn't hurt him too much. He's a good guy. He'll find someone much nicer. :D

25 Minutes

After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done

I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her weddingdress
but she's crying while she's saying this

Chorus: Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends

But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her weddingdress
but she cryed while she was saying this

Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said

Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

I can still hear her say.......

Source: lyrics.time

Out of somewhere

2010-01-07T02:02:00.001+08:00

Somewhere this week, I was quite hungry one night, not knowing what to eat. Coincidentally, he came online and ask me some crap question. I thought he just wanted to talk. Come on, it sure feels so. Then, I gave a hint. I asked him whether he had eaten and he said no. It's quite late at night, past dinner time, but not quite supper time yet. So I said I am hungry also. And then, I think he took the hint quite well and ignored me. Totally. Like, hello, cant you give a chance for us to be friends?

I wanted to save our friendship but he is just soo... not willing.

When he messages me, I will reply for sure.
When I messages him, he never bothered to reply.

Once out of the blue, he messaged me and said he was bored.
So I replied and kinda things are different. Yes, we were talking but not as *clicky* as last time.

I feel a bit tired figuring out whether does he want to be friends or just another person whom I know kinda friend. Every single time I say I'm gonna put this issue down and get on with my life, he appears. Or something bout him appears and made me think about him again.

Argh! I really need an answer. Can't we just sit down in some fast food chain restaurant and talk things over? To clarify matters?

I really do miss him being my friend you know. Someone who I know I can rely and trust.

I screw up. I screw up big time.

Now, I'm just going to smack myself in the head.
Goodbye.

Cactus & Beach

2009-12-03T22:27:00.003+08:00

tried capturing with macro.

two worms appear out of no where instead. and i tried to focus on the worms.

my first attempt on sunset shots.

there wasn't really a sunset tho..

Michael Jackson - Man in the Mirror

2009-12-03T15:14:00.001+08:00

I dont know. I just felt that this song inspires me somehow. Who am i kidding? MJ's song are always inspiring. However, this song inspires me the most.

What I understand, this song tells us to change our ways. Reflect on our own mistakes and change starts from ourselves. Dont expect other people to change and we remain our own ways. How is that gonna make a change? Every person contributes something. Every single thing we do are going to affect another person somehow.

I might be interpreting it wrongly, but who cares, I LOVE THIS SONG.

"Man In The Mirror"

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.

Source: AZLyrics

Get Out!

2009-12-03T15:03:00.001+08:00

It's over over over.

It's so over.

I don't know whether is this karma or not, but, can you please get out of my mind now?

I don't think that you'll ever remember me. or think of me.

But u still do occupy my mind and my heart, like, 70% of the time.

You never talk to me anymore.

Or neither do we have anything more to say.

For once, I do think that I made the right decision.

I look at you. No, your facebook.

It made me realise something.

You and me are two different people from two different world.

Even if we got together we would never be together for long.

I tried to keep the heartbreak level to the minimum.

But I know I'm doing it the wrong way.

I dont know how many times I had say this, but not to your face,

I'm sorry. ok?

We are never meant to be together.

The differences between you and me...

Are just too much to list.

I can see you are into cute gurls.

I'm so sorry but im not.

The emotions u felt, it's just a crush, a fling, whatever you call it.

I love you, but I cant see you and me being together.

We are just not meant to be together.

Now, can you please leave my heart and my mind?

I want to carry on with my boring life.

The battle of “The Psych0s”

2009-11-22T01:35:00.001+08:00

Up next, is…*drumroll pls…

The battle of “The Psych0s”

*Time and date as display.

30^th November, 2009 [

9 am – 12 pm:

Developmental ExAm

2^nd December, 2009:

9 am – 12 pm:

Social ExAm

4^th December, 2009:

9 am – 12 Pm:

CMH eXam

7^th December, 2009:

2pm-5pm:

I-O Exam

It's not the same

2009-11-20T21:59:00.005+08:00

you told me you love me,

but you never convinced me

that you really loved me.

i cant stop but to ask myself,

what went wrong.

five years had been a hell

of a long time.

i never forget you.

for i have done too many mistakes.

i cant tell you,

how sorry i am,

to hurt you so badly.

i guess this is the time,

when karma strikes.

my heart beats for you,

but nothing is the same anymore.

can we turn back the time,

and get back to how we were?

i miss the way u make me laugh.

i miss having someone to talk to.

i missed u.

A secret no more

2009-11-18T21:55:00.003+08:00

shhhh secrets are out...

LOL

Finding, Waiting

2009-11-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

LOVE,

is something that everyone needs.

Eventually, you will meet with ur one true love...

(well, that's what people says)

I've been wondering for long,

"When will I ever find someone

who loves me for who I am?"

"HOW if I never find the one?"

How if i NEVER find anyone?

2009-09-15T00:11:00.003+08:00

[Mood]

EMO

looking out the window

2009-09-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

[mood] : missing him...

[song] : when you're gone

where the hell are you?

+.=

2009-08-31T01:51:00.003+08:00

i never thought, seeing a popular blogger in real life is so exciting..

it's like, seeing a real celebrity...

totally speechless with sudden increase of heartbeat...

wasnt even this excited seeing a real celebrity...

omg...

2009-08-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

talk. to me.

the other tests

2009-08-21T10:34:00.003+08:00

Here is the analysis:

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

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and here's part 3

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

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Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

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You value your friendships: 55%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

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Nosy Level: 50%

You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

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Jealousy Level: 45%

You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy

You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"

personality quiz

2009-08-21T10:28:00.002+08:00

out of curiousity, i did a test on http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

i find the results are quite true, and some parts im not sure is it true because i dont know myself. hehe. and here it is, the one in purple will the ones i agree.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-08-08T23:37:00.003+08:00

are...

you angry with me for saying what i said?

but...

i told u im kidding.

i...

dont know how and what to say to you.

*smacks head*

"damn u frigging day dreamer... just ask!"

DBSK - Hug (English Version)

2009-08-08T00:59:00.003+08:00

Hero) Once I say I love you I think you
Would be gone, oh baby~
Cuz we are too young to love so I can say
Little long~ hold you in my arms

Micky) but I will be waiting for you
To say you want me to be with you
I'll live in your love and
Your dream forever and ever

Hero) whenever you look in my eyes
There are so many smiles and tears
I was born to love feel so deep inside.
If you need me I'll be your man
(I'll be your man)

Xiah) whenever you look in my eyes,
I do want to show you my love
I make up my mind make your dreams come true. nobody can stop me to say I love you.

Max) How can I ask who you're still looking for
I'm the one since love seems to make me blind
I try to find All day long
But I cannot hold

U-Know) we talk on the phone every night
And so came closer day by day
I touch you and kiss you and hold you
To feel but in dream

Micky) whenever you look in my eyes
Xiah) there are so many smiles and tears
Micky) I was born to love feel so deep inside
Xiah) If you need me I'll be your man
(I'll be your man)
Max) whenever you look in my eyes
I do want to show you my love

All) I make up my mind make your
Dreams come true

Max) nobody can stop me to say

Xiah) I love you~

All) in my arms, in my soul
I want to hold you baby

You don't know how much I love you
Do you baby

Hero) Like a sun rising up,
I can't stop loving you.
Can't hold back anymore~

Max) whenever you look in my eyes
There are so many smiles and tears

Xiah) I was born to love feel so deep inside
If you need me,
I'll be your man (I'll be your man)

Hero) whenever you look in my eyes (in my eyes)
I do want to show you my love

All) I make up my mind make your dreams come true

Hero) nobody can stop me to say, I love you.

Source: LyricsMode

girlfriend

2009-08-06T16:15:00.004+08:00

I was talking to my 5 year old...

''You got girlfriend?"
"Yes"
"Who?"
"You"

*blush*
>.<

you

2009-08-05T02:03:00.005+08:00

with you, it's scary...

i tried to put you out of my mind. i took 3 years to do it. and now, u jump right back in. i know i have been very evil to you in the past. i would have hated myself too. now, once again, your friend has given you and me a chance to talk. can we just talk like normal humans do? please dont ever go offline on me again. it hurts. to think that you would rather avoid than talk to me.

after all these years. i realise. you are not alone. i am actually with you. it's just that im too shy or dumb to admit it. i should have said yes years ago. but i know it's all over now. i could now believe you were so near to me over the last couple of months. we could have bumped into each other. but we didnt.

you know what. i wish you and me should go out for once. if it goes well then good. if it doesnt, then it clears everything up. but i have no guts. i dont want to lead myself into dissapointment. it's obvious that you are trying to avoid me. yes, its obvious.

there are 3 words i wish to say it to you.

"I AM SORRY", from the bottom of my heart.

would you accept my apology? sorry for doubting you. and also myself. sorry for letting you down. now i see the kind of heartache you went thru. it sure is 100x worst than mine. i dont like this feeling. but everytime when i think of you, ...

right now, i'm just trying to get you out of my mind. again. since there's no begining to anything. obviously.

okay, i promise. i will try to ask you out once. only once. it's either you take it or leave it. your choice. i will never ask again after that. and i doubt we will talk again after that.

update: i have no courage to ask u out. kbye

Aku Cinta Padamu

2009-07-28T03:15:00.002+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
真心話-VICK
true words… hmmmph

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
余兴节目-RYNN

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY//GIRL?
Wei ni cun zai-FAHRENHEIT

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
被骗了-2MORO

Bei pian le… hmmm.. who cheated on me??

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Taller Stronger Better-GUY SEBASTIAN

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
You in me- JUWITA SUWITO

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Teardrops on my guitar-TAYLOR SWIFT

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
dare I follow my heart-JUWITA SUWITO

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
MC Teow Chew Porridge Pt. 1-Point Blanc

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
When you tell me that you love-westlife

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
Ku tak upaya- Karen kong

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I Am A C-h-r-i-s-t-i-a-n-music for children

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW" UP?
Lian ai ren falling in love-danny wan

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
tim mcgraw-taylorswift

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
塔基拉BON-2moro

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Take A Breath-jonas

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
zai jian-zhang zhen yue

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
how can you mend a broken heart?-al green

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
dalam bahasa saya-karen kong

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
xiao hai bu ben ost

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
mamma mia-abba teens

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
aku cinta padamu-shiela majid

the end of you

2009-07-21T03:27:00.004+08:00

the ONE piece of memory i've been holding on to for so many years is now gone

there's nothin 2 celebrate

thanks for the memories

i guess it's time to let go

goodbye, you

it was nice meeting you

arigatogozaimatsu

sayonara, ex-buddy

good luck with ur life ahead

hope you found someone 1000 times better

Michael Jackson - You are not alone

2009-07-04T14:36:00.004+08:00

Ever since i heard this song, i fell in love with it. The lyrics, touched my heart. It's so beautiful, so touching, so romantic. I never know who sang this song, cause I heard from other singers. But not the original singer.

Not until recently, when Michael Jackson passed away, I got to know that this is actually his song. I also got to know that many of the sogns I've grown to love are sung by him.

Before this, I never understand the craziness for MJ. But, now I know, although it's a little to late.

Michael Jackson, to me, is a truly talented singer, and performer.

RIP Michael Jackson. Sorry I didnt get to know you earlier.

You are not alone lyrics:

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Source: LyricsZZ.com

Daniel Powter - Bad Day

2009-07-03T10:32:00.004+08:00

i had a really bad day yesterday, and this song is stuck in my head ever since.

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Source: LyricsZZ.com

mangosteen

2009-06-29T00:29:00.001+08:00

bought mangosteen

taken with nikon dslr, edited with picnik.

comments?

moments like this

2009-06-27T01:32:00.003+08:00

whatever i've planned has gone down the drain. seriously, this is a very crucial moment in deciding my future. i have this chance to take it or leave it. the judgement day is drawing nearer, and i have not even pick up my text book yet. one more week to exam and i am still online. i cant help but stare at the screen. i am very addicted to facebook.

it is moments like this i feel so helpless. so useless. i have the chance right in my hand. i am holding it. so tightly. but i know if i dont do something right now, i am gonna let it slip away. *imagine titanic or anything relevant to the topic*

oh God, please help me to concentrate. please make me study. assignments are done so there is no need to go online everyday. pictures are up in facebook so there's no need to go online. i know i only come to you at moments like this. desperate moments like this. i dont know why but i am easily tempted with the things around me. i will try to change. give me another chance. :)

Short Story [Preview]

2009-06-08T23:32:00.004+08:00

"How? How could you turn my life upside down like this? Why??", screamed Alison. Daniel answered, " You are the one, Alison, you are the one. I had done nothing with you and your life. You are the one who ruined your life."

"How... How could.. you do this to me??", Alison answered, seems to be lost in her own world, teary eyed.

She has lost it. She has lost everything she owned. Her multi-million dollar business, her new mansion on the hilltop, the man she loved her whole life, family and friends, if she have any. She has lost her life. The only life she ever lived.

It all happened with ONE word. BETRAYAL.

She trusted him with her heart and her soul. But, he betrayed her trust.

All her life, she had never loved anyone like him. He was her perfect match made in heaven. Her friends says so. Her family says so. She FEELS so.

They met in Paris when Alison went there for a friend's wedding. He was a friend of the groom's, and he was there on his backpacking trip, and to attend his friend's wedding. She feels something for him at the very moment she set her eyes on him. She called it love at first sight, and ignores the increased heart beat and blushing.

*will be continued*

[what do you think?]

Please comment. Thanks.

i am bored

2009-06-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could?

[ n o e x y e t ]

2. What color shirt are you wearing?

[ b l u e ]

3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?

[ m a y b e ]

4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list?

[ y e s ]

5. How many people in your friends list do you know in real life?

[ 9 5 % ]

6. How many kids do you want to have?

[ i f c a n i d o n t w a n t a n y k i d s at a l l ]

7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

[ i t h i n k s o ]

8. What name would you want besides the one you have?

[ s o m et h i n g c o o l a n d e a s y t o b e r e m e m b e r e d ]

9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex?

[ i t d e p e n d s ]

10. What did you do for your last birthday?

[ w e n t to l u n c h a t a v e r y n i c e i t a l i a n r e s t a u r a n t , c e l e b r a t e d w i t h n i c e c o l l e g e f r i e n d s ]

11. What's your main ringtone on your phone?

[ h o u ya n , j u s t i n an d b e ca u s e i ' m s t u p i d , b oy s o v e r f l o w e r s t h e m e ]

12. What time did you wake up today?

[ 1 1 . 5 8 a m b u t t h a t s b e c a u s e i s l e p t a t 5 a m ]

13. What were you doing two nights ago?

[ t r y i n g t o s t r e s s m y s e l f t o c o m p l et e t h e r e p o r t w h i c h i s d u e o n t h e n e x t d a y , b u t i w a s f a c e b o o k - i n g ]

14. Do you like having your hair pulled?

[ n o ]

15. Name something you can't wait to do?

[ t r i p ]

16. Last time you saw your mom?

[ a f e w w e e k s a g o ]

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself?

[ a p p e a r a n c e a k a h a v e a h e a l t h y w e i g h t ]

18. If you had $250,000, what would you do with it?

[ g o T a i w a n , K o r e a , J a p a n & E u r o p e ]

19. How long have you worked at your current job?

[ b o u t 3 m o n t h s ]

20. Have you ever talked to anyone famous?

[ d o n t t h i n k s o ]

21. Describe the underwear you have on?

[ a b o r i n g , b u t i t s p u r p l e, n o r m a l p a n t i e s ]

22. Last thing you ate?

[ p o r r i d g e ]

23. What's your favorite month?

[ j u n e ]

24. Your least favorite month?

[ j u l y ]

25. What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you?

[ n o o n e b o r r o w e d a n y t h i n g ]

26. Who is getting on your nerves right now?

[ d o n t k n o w ]

27. Most visited webpage?

[ f a c e b o o k , h o t m a i l , b l o g ]

28. Last person you text messaged?

[ v i n c y ]

29. Last person to make you sad?

[ t h e l e c t u r e r s ]

30. Would you take a bullet for your best friend?

[ i t d e p e n d s o n t h e s i t u a t i on ]

31. Favorite kind of drink?

[ m a r ti n i ]

32. Favorite food?

[ c h o c ol a t e b a n a n a c a k e ]

33. Favorite dessert?

[ i c e c r e a m ]

34. Have you been to Europe?

[ n o ]

35. If someone you hated died, what would you do?

[ i t ' s s a d . n o w i h a v e n o o n e t o h a t e ]

one special friendship

2009-06-05T16:05:00.009+08:00

" I'm happy because YOU're happy "

it used to be so easy.

now, we only talk twice a year max.

and it's topic-less.

: )

to be honest, we only saw face to face ONCE. and after that it's just sms, msn, frienster and facebook.

despite the distance, we're almost into our 4th year of friendship. we could have easily lost in touch, but noooo... we made it thru all these while. that is why i treasure this friend i have.

i still remember the first time i saw him. he was talking Mandarin to a Malay girl. so, i wondered to myself, is this guy Malay or Chinese?

i dont think there's anyone who will be interested in reading the details on how, when and where i first saw and talk to him. so i'll skip that part.

thank you for being my friend.

seperated by distance.

but it never stop us.

you never given up

on this friendship.

that is why i treasure you.

i was there.

you were here.

i am now here.

but you are not.

many times,

you could just ignore me.

but you didn't.

i thank you.

for being there.

and not shutting me out.

you live your life.

i live mine.

both are so different.

but it is never a barrier.

we talk less.

assignments.

commitments.

works.

they all come into the way.

but i am glad.

u did not forget me.

only time could tell.

how long will our friendship last.

let's toast to our friendship.

Hope our friendship will last,

Eric Lin - 我听见有人叫你宝贝

2009-05-17T00:59:00.003+08:00

This blog has turned from a photography bloggie to an entertainment bloggie. he he. not that anyone's reading anyway.

Eric Lin Jian Hui
i keep 'bumping' into his song lately, no matter whether i am driving and listening to radio, or watching tv and switching channels. one of his latest song is everywhere. and i mean it. the song title is called "Wo Ting Jian You Ren Jiao Ni Bao Bei" or loosely translated, " I heard someone called you darling".

for some reason, this song, is so simple that i myself can sing it. well, no one knows this, but i'm tone deaf btw. so, use ur imagination. i cant sing. but this song, i can a bit. which means it's an easy song. kk cut the crap.

ladies and gentleman, here is the lyrics ^^

你问我为什麽不再给你安慰在寒风中漫步有家不回好几天不见面也无所谓
你问我为什麽把你的信退回又把照片撕碎毫不后悔你问我为了什麽
开始喝酒而且每次都喝醉
不要说我做得不对不要说你永远不会因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会请不要在我面前流泪因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝你让他叫你
宝贝
你问我为什麽不再给你安慰在寒风中漫步有家不回好几天不见面也无所谓
你问我为什麽把你的信退回又把照片撕碎毫不后悔你问我为了什麽
开始喝酒而且每次都喝醉
不要说我做得不对不要说你永远不会因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会请不要在我面前流泪因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝你让他叫你
宝贝
WOO~ OH NO
NO
不要说我做得不对不要说你永远不会因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会请不要在我面前流泪因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝你让他叫你
宝贝

the pin yin version.

NI WEN WO WEI SHEN MA, BU ZAI GEI NI AN WEI, ZAI HAN FENG ZHONG MAN BU YOU JIA
BU
HUI, HAO JI TIAN BU JIAN MIAN YE WU SUO WEI
NI WEN WO WEI SHEN MA, BA
NI DE XIN
TUI HUI, YOU BA ZHAO PIAN SI SUI HAO BU HOU HUI, NI WEN WO WEI LE
SHEN MA, KAI SHI
HE JIU, ER QIE MEI CI DOU HE ZUI
BU YAO SHUO WO ZUO DE
BU DUI, BU YAO SHUO NI
YONG YUAN BU HUI. YIN WEI WO, ZAI WU YI JIAN TING
JIAN YOU REN, JIAO NI BAO
BEI
BU YAO SHUO ZHE SHI GE WU HUI, QING BU YAO
ZAI WO MIAN QIAN LIU LEI, YIN WEI
WO MING MING TING JIAN YOU REN, JIAO NI
BAO BEI, NI RANG TA JIAO NI, BAO BEI
NI
WEN WO WEI SHEN MA, BU ZAI GEI NI
AN WEI, ZAI HAN FENG ZHONG MAN BU YOU JIA BU
HUI , HAO JI TIAN BU JIAN MIAN
YE WU SUO WEI
NI WEN WO WEI SHEN MA, BA NI DE XIN
TUI HUI, YOU BA ZHAO
PIAN SI SUI HAO BU HOU HUI, NI WEN WO WEI LE SHEN MA, KAI SHI
HE JIU, ER QIE
MEI CI DOU HE ZUI
BU YAO SHUO WO ZUO DE BU DUI, BU YAO SHUO NI
YONG YUAN
BU HUI, YIN WEI WO ZAI WU YI JIAN TING JIAN YOU REN, JIAO NI BAO
BEI
BU
YAO SHUO ZHE SHI GE WU HUI, QING BU YAO ZAI WO MIAN QIAN LIU LEI, YIN WEI
WO, MING MING TING JIAN YOU REN, JIAO NI BAO BEI, NI RANG TA JIAO NI, BAO
BEI
WOO~ OH NO NO
BU YAO SHUO WO ZUO DE BU DUI, BU YAO SHUO NI YONG
YUAN BU
HUI, YIN WEI WO ZAI WU YI JIAN TING JIAN YOU REN, JIAO NI BAO
BEI
BU YAO SHUO
ZHE SHI GE WU HUIQING BU YAO ZAI WO MIAN QIAN LIU LEI,
YIN WEI WO, MING MING TING
JIAN YOU REN, JIAO NI BAO BEI, NI RANG TA JIAO
NI, BAO BEI

enjoy.

lyrics credits to singklyricz.com

100 truths

2009-05-11T15:46:00.005+08:00

it's been a while since i've updated this blog. not that there's anyone but me who's reading ^^.

i didnt take anymore pictures that's worth sharing. no time for photography session since i've started class.
anyway, just an update here.

*--*

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage * fruit juice

2. last phone call * zacky

3. last text message * fizah

4. last song you listened to * chinese song on tv

5. last time you cried * last week

HAVE YOU EVER o:

6. dated someone twice * nope

7. been cheated in a relationship * don't think so

8 kissed someone & regretted it * no

9. lost someone special * yes, a good friend.

10.been depressed * who doesn't?

11.been drunk and threw up * drunk yes, throw up nope.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. purple

13. blue

14. red, white, gold, black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend * yes, and i love them all

16. Fallen out of love * no no

17. laughed until you cried * not yet =.=

18. Met someone who changed you * hmmm.. no i don't think so...still the same old me

19. Found out who your true friends were * kinda

20. Found out someone was talking about you * nope, don't think gossips exist this year.. last year
was baddddd... backstabs and gossips everywhere

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list * nope, :)

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life * about 290 + over 334 friends in fb

23. How many kids do you want to have * i don't want any kids if i can

24. Do you have any pet * a dog that was poisoned to death

25. Do you want to change your name * no, what for?

26. What did you do for your last birthday * go to class as usual

27. What time did you wake up today * 11 am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night * facebook

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for * more holidays

30. Last time you saw your Mother * a week ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? * be smarter

32. What are you listening to right now * the sound of the fan

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom * nope

34. What's getting on your nerves right now * my attitude towards studies

35. Most visited webpage * Facebook

36. Whats your real name * ******N ***N* *** **I**

37. Nicknames * Z.

39. Zodiac sign * Cancer

40. Male or female? * female

41. Elementary? * lin-den

42. Middle School * eh-see-ass

43. High School/Collge * tei-lor-s

44. Hair colour * medium golden brown

46. Height * 168cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone? * now? nahhh...

48: What do you like about yourself? * i would say my driving ^^

49. Piercings * not yet

50. Tattoos * nope...

51. Righty or lefty * righty

FIRSTS :

52. First injury * cannot remember

53. First piercing * none

54. First best friend * hmmph.. cannnot remember

55. First sport you joined * errr. netball?nope. tennis? maybe.

56. First vacation * singapore

58. First pair of trainers * hmmmph... cannot remember

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating * i'm dreaming of laksa

60. Drinking * plain water

61. I'm about to * get back to sleep

62. Listening to * the sound of the fan

63. Waiting for * upgrade in restaurant city

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? * No

65. Get Married? * if i found Mr. Right.

66. Career? * a freelance/wedding photographer, a famous psychologist, a partner in a profit making business

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes * eyes

68. Hugs or kisses * hugs

69. Shorter or taller * taller

70. Older or Younger * for what? older.

71. Romantic or spontaneous * romantic, but spontaneous at times

72. Nice Abs or Nice arms * abs

73. Sensitive or loud * sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship * relationship

75. Troublemaker or hesitant * neither

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger * no

77. Drank hard liquor * nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts * nope, i have perfect vision

79. sex on first date * no

80. Broken someone's heart * well i hope not

81. Had your own heart broken * err. i think so.

82. Been arrested * nope

83. Turned someone down * yes

84. Cried when someone died * yea

85. Fallen for a friend? * nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself * sometimes

87. Miracles * yes!!

88. Love at first sight * yup

89. Heaven * yes

90. Santa Claus * i did

91. Kiss on the first date * yes

92. Angels * yes..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time * no

95. Did you sing today? * no

96. Ever cheated on somebody? * no

97. If you could go back in time,how far would you go? * back to where i was 3 years old

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? * yes.

100. Posting this as 100 truths? * maybe ^^

#3

2008-07-06T22:51:00.001+08:00

taken on Jan 4, 2008

2008-06-23T16:33:00.001+08:00

some random flower at someone's house in Sitiawan..

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random pictures #1

2008-06-22T19:36:00.002+08:00

taken somewhere in 2007,

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